He holds my hand and I sleep on his shoulder Before having him in my life, I felt so much colder His eyes are the sea, widening in the lust of his heart I knew he is everything I wanted from the start Why he had to leave? Because life goes on What am I gonna feel? The love is not gone Couldn't say...

He touches my hand and no I don't want to let go You know me so much better than I do I see the way he wants to hold me  I see the way he runs his hands over mine I see everything and I don't feel the time You think am looking at him but I realise  It is not the time for me to fall and...

I remember my daddy holding my hands He tells me "Dear tomorrow you'll understand" Life isn't fair half of the time I hug him tight and close my eyes He called me strong and named me wet paint We are not sinister devils or angel saints We are human enough to make mistakes  And then I chase the...

Ten different pills thrown over the table She cant think of anything, cant even be stable Her hands are shaking wild Memories of her past Memories of a child Remembering 18 winters that passed her by Remebering everything when she said goodbye On her palm layed all the pills she is still...

Out of the insides I deny Out of the memories between you and I A shocking realm lies between the lines A shocking realm reminds me that you were mine How does this life go on so hard on me When all this time I am as strong as I could be It takes a second to break down and a life time to build...

Four years gone to waste Four years gone with haste Its the benevolence of time which uncovers the truth Funny how it takes forever to identify an acquaintance And you reminisce over a beautiful remembarance And love's to blame Up and down like a tidal wave You would rather go to the darkest...

 Mixed tapes of medicines lying on my bed A million thoughts rush to cloud my head My life passing me by with its insatiable approach No life mentor, no mom, no dad, no life coach They are alive, yet dead in that house That house I will never call home even when I am full of doubt  It...

Break a leg", they shout out to me before I hit the stage "Why are you so depressed?" It aint good at such a young age." But everyone talks and they know nothing about the medications Divorce, domestic violence and all the inner life complications Anxiety disorder and depression started at the age...

He uncovers me by his sword like words Shielding me with a voice like a nightingale bird Hovering over my heart with his immaculate dreams Because sometimes beauty is more than it just seems I may break like pencils or shattered like glass But he is my first and probably my last He breaks my...

On the floor of a yellow autumn and an abyss of depression I close my eyes and open my heart to say an empty confession They hear but never listen always ready to bring me down I rush out the door to find an escape out of town My dreams tend to be my escapade and my sedation My pillow, my blanket...